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F*ck everything.

*Please be advised that this post as suggested by its title contains a lot of cursing and vulgar words. May not be suitable for everyone.*

Found out my exam is going to finish within 3 days once the exam week starts.

All three exams, in three fucking days, CONSECUTIVELY.

Apparently all of them needs thorough revision, all fucking 23 topics, on two of them, and about 11 topics on one of them.

And I have a week to study them all.

Is my Uni fucking kidding me? Is this somekind of a joke? I god trying to fuck my life???

I’m not good with exams, seriously I’m not. I hate it so much I want to burn everything down to the ground.

It’s already bad enough I couldn’t choose the subjects for this semester because I’m a fucking transfer student and I end up taking some fucking bullshit subject about fucking geology. So, really, this is like the breaking point for me.

I sooo hope I’m not gonna fail. I’ll be happy if I manage to even pass. Cause if I fail, there’s no way in hell I’m repeating any of this shit.

Trust me, I’m trying very hard to turn the table around. I want to show these motherfuckers I can do this.

Yeah, so I may have to allocate atleast one hour a day to study one topic for each subject. With all my Studio going on. On top of that, my studio is not looking very good right now.

Atleast it’ll be over 3 weeks earlier than I thought. Something to look forward to.

 

Top 10 To-Eat List

I never liked booking flight tickets. For some reason it terrifies me, as I know how clumsy I am, and I might end up booking the wrong ticket or key in the wrong passport number. Something like that. Anyway, my beloved dad let me come home for winter! SWEET!  *insert dance moves here*

Unfortunately my dad didn’t bother to book the tickets for me, I had to do it myself *cries* but it was all good, thankfully.  So once I got the tickets, I wanted to surprise Eddie. So I texted him, “You HAVE to skype with me tonight. It will be our best, yet. I promise!”. He went home early that night, and of course, my dad had to spoil it for me.Way to go dad! My mum gets it and she didn’t say a thing, but my dad… Man, he has no clue. hahah! I love my daddy. 😀

Anyhow, I wanted to have one full day in Melbourne after my exam which ends on  June 15th, so I booked June 16th flight. So, all good. Until I realized the departure time is 00:45 and then it hit me. I don’t get a day after my exam, it’s the night after my exam! yeah, I just want to slap my own face. Felt the ultimate bimbo moment at that time. HAhah! So, I may or may not be able to get some gifts for my family and friends because I have a lot of studying to do. =/

Anyway, here’s a list, of the things I want to eat, and I don’t want to miss out on any of it! The list is endless, but here’s the top 10.

1. Mum’s nasi lemak

2. Mum’s nasi arab

3. Mum’s kambing kuzi & roti jala. Yumms

4. Mum’s lamb chop

5. Mum’s nasi kerabu

6. Burger King

7. Paper Tosai (Am I spelling it right?)

8. Quesadillas

9. Nasi briyani

10. My youngest sister

I’m fasting now, and I’m salivating as I typed the list. I’m so excited to go home, I’ve packed halfway, and I have the image of home in my head everytime I go to bed, and the things I’d do  as soon as I land. That is to hug my sister, my parents and of course my husband without intention to let go. hahah! Beware, my dear  family. Beware.

p.s, I can foresee myself gaining 5kg in 3 weeks, but it will all be worth it.

p.p.s, I should pack my jogging shoes as well. :s

a week of awesomeness

It’s been ages since I logon to this blog and seeing all the comments, I was wondering what was my last post about?  By this post, it also means that I’m getting more sane. Guess what?! My mood is revived now that my husband came to visit me for a week!

So, what did we do? ehem ehem. *clears throat* yes, that. AND much more! 😀

#Day 1 : Arrival

Oh, funny story about his arrival. I wanted to pick him up at Southern Cross Station but that would mean skipping my class, so he told me he will call me instead. I was expecting his call atleast by 10am but 11am, and there was still nothing. Worried, I went to Southern Cross Station all the way from my class (at Melbourne uni) to wait for him but he was nowhere at sight. Feeling more anxious I called up AirAsia to enquire about the flight (HAHA) when suddenly I got a call in and it was him. He told me he was already in Uni! haha. I was relieved but also felt like slapping myself for going all the way to the station and lost 30mins worth of time I could already be seeing him!

Anyway, I was really glad I saw him. We went back to my place, I let him rest and that night we had sushi for dinner. That night we were staying over at a senior’s house who’ve kindly let us stay in their house while they go out on a vacation.

 

#Day 2 : Walk in Museum

I must say that we’re both fan of museums and I purposely didn’t go to the museum just so I could go there for the first time, with him eventhough it’s free for students. Now, we were impressed  with the lengths they went through to make the museums look as cool as possible!

Most of the the things in museum were about the history of Australia, which were very interesting. I could go on and on about what’s in the museum but let’s not make this post super long. I highly recommend you checking out the museum if you’re in Melbourne though.

That is one scary fish! It’s not real though, but it looks like it, right??

Impressive digital vending machine. :p

 

Funny thing is when we went to the museum, they were having an antic art show for $34 while it was supposed to be free for students. So out of frustration, we walked out until we realized we went into the wrong building! And it was right next to the Melbourne museum. I knew how the museum looked like but I guess I was too early in the morning and I was still in slumber. Hahaha.

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Seriously

I can’t wait to finish this degree. Don’t even see the point of taking this degree.

I’ll be back, when I’m sane enough.

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