Warning: Disturbing vain images ahead.

My engagement is like a bomb of DIY stuffs. From hantaran to my dress to the so-called mini dais, to the soap flowers! Yes, flowers made out of soap! It makes the room smelling fresh and… soapy. But my dad said it smells like a bathroom after somebody had shower in it. hahaha!

Another DIY thing is my makeup. I am not hiring any makeup artist whatsoever. Yeah, I know, snooze. So, I’m doing the makeup myself! Did a test makeup about tow days back and I did another one just now, just to practice so that I won’t panic the morning of engagement.

I’m also discovering false eyelashes. (wow!) haha. I’m not the kind of person who wears makeup that much. I only slap those translucent foundation lightly, stroke some eyeliner, some lip balm and I’m ready to go. But I’d apply some eyeshadows if I’m extra rajin for occasions. hehe.

ANYWAY, false eyelashes are such a new thing to me. I’m not really into them cause it makes me  look fake and dolly-ish. Most probably it’s because I have small (and slanted) eyes so I don’t think I’d pull it off. However, I’ve always been so curious about those falsies and decided to give ’em a try. I kinda like the result but I’m not sure if it’s appropriate for my engagement. So, I’ve taken some pictures for you to judge and tell me what you think.

Also, I know being pretty (or atleast try to) in pictures isn’t really me but I figured I don’t really have decent camwhore pictures as most of my camwhore pics involve me squinting my eyes or make weird faces hahah.

argh, this is degrading my reputation. but, whatever, here goes..

Pandangan hadapan

eh, aku ni senyap je lately? hahaha.

okwhateverbye.

Malam tadi aku mengantuk. Lalu aku tidurlah. Kerja masih belum disiapkan. Tapi disebabkan bagi menghormati rasa mengantuk, maka aku tidur. Wah, enak. Kemudian pada pukul 12.30 tengah malam aku dikejutkan oleh kekasih menyuruh aku sambung kerja. Wah, berat kepala ku amat! Boleh kata aku tak mampu nak membuka mata. Katanya, dia akan telefon 5 minit lagi sekiranya dia tak nampak aku online. Aku baring lagi, berat kepala masih tak hilang. Lalu, difikirkan tentang dia, aku online, tegur dia.

Bagus, katanya, budak baik.

Aku bangga.

Tapi kepala aku masih lagi berat nak mampus aku rasa bapak aku pun lagi ringan nak didukung. (okay, buat apa nak dukung bapak aku. metafor pelik. haha)

Kemudian, tiba-tiba, tanpa seru, aku kembali kepada sofa di dalam bilik belajar ini. Wah, nikmatnya. Terima kasih mak kerana letak sofabed dalam bilik study. Sangat berguna. Aku pun tertidur. Tiba-tiba, aku bangun. Aku tengok phone, ada misscall. Tengok jam pukul 2.30 pagi tepat. Aku tengok YM kekasih aku tegur. Tapi dia dah tidur. Aku tengok skype, skandal pun tegur. Eh, manade skandal. Bohong itu. Kemudian, tiba-tiba, aku rasa segar. Aku naik bilik, basuh muka. Selesai basuh muka, aku turun tangga. Agak gerun kerana seorang diri di malam-malam. Aku pijak tangga terakhir sambil menarik nafas lega selamat.

Kemudian tiba-tiba,