A fragment of a girl’s mind
Hmm.. what should I write here. What, what, what. About the weird, random scribbling and drawings pasted on the walls in my house? Or, or, about Aida’s funny, smart quotes. But I talked too much about Aida, like I’m obsessed with her. Which is partly true. um, um, how about my assignments?. Oh wait, all done. yes!
hm… oh oh, I know! About… the shooting yesterday. Had lots of fun eventhough it was quite stressful handling the kids and so many people talking to me. But I haven’t gotten the pictures yet. =( Hmmm…. Oh I don’t have time to blog now. Need to edit video. but I’ll have my breakfast first. What should I have, huh? What does my tongue feels like…? I think I want… some cereals and milk, and some bread and chocolate spread. and I’ll make some strawberry smoothies like the one I made last night and it was scrumptious!
*flies to the kitchen*
Blocked.
Are you familiar with one of those designer’s block when you spend hours of time drinking coffee, (or eating chocolates), browsing around and still feeling hopeless? Yeaaaaap, happening to at the moment. Sucks.
In fact, I can’t even think of a freaking stupid idea right now.
Wait, wait, wait, let me rephrase that.
I can’t even think of anything right now. I don’t know why but I just. can’t. think.
hooooly shit!
Am I turning into a guy? o_O
*jeng jeng jengggggg*
*sigh* life sucks. when you are broke.
maybe just one more thing before I start doing my stuff…
So the title above translates for procrastination.
Assignments are making me fat. and broke. and I don’t know which one is worse.
I’m broke cause I keep spending my money buying materials and food. and I’m fat cause I ate all the food. The sole reason of me keep eating cause I need the energy to concentrate while it’s just bullshhhh cause I’m eating sugary food when I’m not hungry. Then I get sugar rush and start laughing for no reason. If you happen to see a hippo working on a model while munching on KitKat Crunchy and drinking the shitty Redbull, that is, no doubt is me. So don’t forget to say hi.
*sigh* so, so, fat.
OKAY SO MAYBE I SHOULD STOP SAYING THAT I’M FAT EVEN THOUGH I AM CAUSE I REALIZED THAT I SAY THAT I’M FAT MOST OF THE TIME AND I SHOULDN’T TYPE IN CAPS CAUSE IT’S ANNOYING.
ah, I hate shift people. U know, people wHo tYpE liKe tHis. yeah, that’s so random and I mentioned that before.
Anyways, I got distracted halfway through writing this entry. Went on facebook, and suddenly active on twitter. so yeah, I forgot what I was supposed to blog about. My mind is so occupied with so many things right now like how I’m out of chocolates and milk. And no Honey Stars to munch on for supper. and there are movies I wanna watch and I’ve got no time. and there’s a new store opening in Pyramid and I want to shop. and oh yeah, my assignments.
So maybe I should relax a bit, like watch Family Guy episodes before doing my assignments.
I’m fat.
10 words I wish I’d never see again.
So, there’s this badass French philosopher, Jacques Derrida. He’s a.. well, a writer. Nothing related to architecture. And as far as I’m concerned never even mentioned architecture in his writings. Then he came up with apparently brilliant but difficult theory of deconstruction. And there are a group of architects who read his work and one day they said, ”oh, what the heck, lets implement his theory onto our designs! Gonna be awesssssome dudeeee”
So now, I officially hate Jacques Derrrida for coming up with the theory. Because of him, deconstructivists exist and therefore, I have to learn about deconstructivism. For that reason, I have to read shit that has nothing to do with architecture in order to understand the theory of deconstructivism because I then have to write about it. Since I’m suffering to understand the highly intellectual readings that have absolutely no mercy to their readers, I have to spend more time reading it over and over again and that’s costing me a lot of time, and when I spend a lot of time on that, I’ll have less time for other things and when I have less time for other things, meaning I have less time to sleep, eat, watch movies, go to the gym, shopping, day dreaming, camwhore, date, bitching about other people, sleep, (did I say that already), have chocolates SLOWLY, facebooking, blogging and facebooking. How am I supposed to approve friend requests, reply to comments and stalk other people? Do you want me to ignore you on facebook?! Or, leave my blog dead, unupdated? (pfft, as if that never happened before haha).
O.M.GEEEE.
phew. now, try to reread the paragraph above, 10 times faster, OUT LOUD. :p Read more >>

