Hi, my name is Aisyah Rozi. This is my personal blog where I share my life experience, thoughts, ideas and occasionally, my projects. Recently, however, I share a lot about being a young mother. I'm also a YouTuber, so do checkout my channel! <3
Mar 29 2010

Kisah malam-malam

Malam tadi aku mengantuk. Lalu aku tidurlah. Kerja masih belum disiapkan. Tapi disebabkan bagi menghormati rasa mengantuk, maka aku tidur. Wah, enak. Kemudian pada pukul 12.30 tengah malam aku dikejutkan oleh kekasih menyuruh aku sambung kerja. Wah, berat kepala ku amat! Boleh kata aku tak mampu nak membuka mata. Katanya, dia akan telefon 5 minit lagi sekiranya dia tak nampak aku online. Aku baring lagi, berat kepala masih tak hilang. Lalu, difikirkan tentang dia, aku online, tegur dia.

Bagus, katanya, budak baik.

Aku bangga.

Tapi kepala aku masih lagi berat nak mampus aku rasa bapak aku pun lagi ringan nak didukung. (okay, buat apa nak dukung bapak aku. metafor pelik. haha)

Kemudian, tiba-tiba, tanpa seru, aku kembali kepada sofa di dalam bilik belajar ini. Wah, nikmatnya. Terima kasih mak kerana letak sofabed dalam bilik study. Sangat berguna. Aku pun tertidur. Tiba-tiba, aku bangun. Aku tengok phone, ada misscall. Tengok jam pukul 2.30 pagi tepat. Aku tengok YM kekasih aku tegur. Tapi dia dah tidur. Aku tengok skype, skandal pun tegur. Eh, manade skandal. Bohong itu. Kemudian, tiba-tiba, aku rasa segar. Aku naik bilik, basuh muka. Selesai basuh muka, aku turun tangga. Agak gerun kerana seorang diri di malam-malam. Aku pijak tangga terakhir sambil menarik nafas lega selamat.

Kemudian tiba-tiba,

Mar 27 2010

Punggung besar.

Me: Mum, is it obvious that I got fatter?

Mum: umm.. boleh la nampak punggung tu besar sikit.

Me: I knew it!

Mar 27 2010

Bad girlfriend, I am.

#1 I asked him to fetch me all the way to KLIA. He was in Subang Jaya at that time and had to send me home all the way to Shah Alam, and go back to his house in KL. To make it worse, we weren’t even in a relationship at that time.

#2 I scolded him for taking the wrong turn while it wasn’t actually wrong, it was just an alternative route. He obviously did not deserve the scolding at all. I overreacted.

#3 On the same day I scolded him, I stepped on his glasses and broke em. Don’t ask me how, but that’s what happened. Now, he had to allocate an extra cost for something he did not account for.

#4 I let him pay and didn’t even offer to pay for movies and food while I know I broke his glasses.

#5 I made him drive to Kelana Jaya with me to get something to eat while we could’ve driven there with our own cars so that both of us could drive straight back home without coming back to Subang to get his car. In short, I made it difficult for him. Plus he was tired and his vision gets worse  at night (refer  to #4).

#6 I text him a lot, and once I got so excited and spammed him the same message for 7 times. I feel guilty each time I text him when I know his working but I do it, still.

#7 The fact that he has to put up with my incredibly annoying behavior and to handle my occasional hyperactive moments.

#8 And the fact that he has to deal with my slight bitchiness and erratic responses during my emo moments. When I’m stressed with assignments that is. or when I’m lack of sleep.


So, what I mean to say, is that I’m taking too much of his time, and I make it difficult and inconvenient for him. Heck, I don’t even have to do anything -I’m just naturally, incredibly annoying.

Anyway, here is one weird thing. Really weird thing. At the end of the day, despite all that, he still says that he loves me. and that, I find it really amazing.

Sorry for being such a jerk sometimes, hun. I really am. I love you.

p.s, Omg this list concludes that I’m such a bad girlfriend. Now that you’ve read this list, would you date someone like me? haha
p.p.s, the list doesn’t end here. There are a few more.

Mar 22 2010

**@&#!

I think maybe I’m depressed about something. If I’m not, I know I should. I am, and ughhhhhhhhh ok babai.

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